[May 2nd 2007 Changed my life forever]

Before

After

[I was ejected out the rear window of the car and my face was cut completely open and I woke up surrounded in bushes and had to make my way to the road for help][4 1/2 hour surgery to put my face back together]

 Now

I was very lucky and very thank for for all the people who helped save my life, my heart will always go out to them! And to the surgeon I owe my looks to.. Words couldn't even begin to explain the love I have for him and the respect for what he does, I will never forget thos people and what they did for me I owe my life to them.

[Body exspresions]

[I will take this ink from my body and write your name in the stars for with in ourselves a journey can go far.]
I got this tattoo after I got in a really bad car accident and was ejected out the rear window.. I almost lost my life that day so in a seance I earned one of my wings and when I die I will earn the other. [My friend Todd did this tattoo with a home made gun and ink.. Took 4 days the pain was un real!]

[Art]

To battle life with open eyes, to close a door and shut out lives to wither a way and rott in spite of all the things that where seen threw light.
A place in time a hand so cold dripping love my heart so old.
[I did this a few years back when I was in a really bad place in my heart and was going threw a lot.. the writing says it all.. I also used my sisters eye liner I didn't have a pencil at the time and really wanted to get this out!]

[From the picture to the mind]

What comes to mind when I see this?

 Relaxation

The moment in time when nothing else matters.

Confusion                                                                            

When my mind is cluttered and un clear.

Some times when I look at landscape or other types of  photos I see not only the photo its self, but also myself in the photo. I see beyond the main image to a point where my mind processes filling threw sight and thought creating a new meaning to what I see.

[Fall]

Falling leafs cluttering the street traveled so often but never really seen.

 I feel like things in my life that I have nurtured and created as part of me and as part of my life are changing and falling all around me littering the path I walk to just disappear as if never even existing. Standing bear and alone now I am forced to create new beginnings  that too in time will change with the seasons of life. 

[This is my]

This is my camera. There are many like it, but this one is mine.

My camera is my best friend. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life.

My camera, without me, is useless. Without my camera, I am useless.